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Xain said: “Except I won’t (have the capacity for happiness) because such things are the product of your mind. When you don’t show like or dislike to the things you enjoy or hate then you see how fabricated your experience is. The objects don’t bring out those emotions, it comes from you and what you believe those things to be.”

Xain, You and your mind are the same thing. You seem to be rebelling against what your mind does as if you were a separate sentient entity. That is all you, dude. Be one with yourself. There is really not an option not to be. Thinking that you are that separate entity, who is a victim of some other part of you, is the biggest fail for you in succumbing to illusion.